i always go to the PEA (perpetual eucharistic adoration) after mass. i've been doing this for as far back as i can remember. then this afternoon, for the first time ever if i recall right, the PEA was locked!
i looked around... i didn't see any notice...
i checked out the Oratory, the alternate venue they opened when the PEA was being renovated sometime back -> it was also locked.
i therefore just said my prayers behind the glass window where the other supposed PEA-goers were standing.
head bowed, eyes closed and praying, it suddenly crossed my mind, 'aww... God literally closed His door on me... why, oh, why, oh, why? yoyoy!'
i was a little down initially but the 'yoyoy' part gave me a lift, hehe... it always comes to mind whenever i come across 'why, oh, why, oh, why' -> Y, O, Y, O, Y ; )
then guess what, i open my eyes and, from the glass window, see people inside the PEA! someone has unlocked the door! whoa! i was so surprised... there were some chills down my spine... i was sooo happy... i was thinking God wouldn't let me have that thought, not even as a joke...
so comforting... :")
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