up and down and up and down... and up

three years ago, i blogged about the aegis song 'luha'...  these were my thoughts then:

     http://maria0cynthia.blogspot.com/2008/09/laughter-is-gone.html

     http://maria0cynthia.blogspot.com/2008/09/timely.html

well, i've been over the song for quite a while now...  i'd hear it and i wouldn't anymore get all squirmy inside...  in fact, i'd break out into a smile and roll my eyes remembering how the song used to affect me so...

then this evening i heard it again...  i was fine until the line:

♩ ♪  at ito ang 'yong tandaan

ako'y masyadong nasaktan  ♫ ♬

->  and remember this

i was really hurt

ugh!  suddenly a heartache  ->  and not from the same guy!  aarrrrgggghhhh!!!

oh, well...  i'm sure this will pass...

' looks like i'm going through the different parts of the song...  i hope i come full circle soonest and end up laughing again...