meeting halfway

i've been engaged in a tug-of-war with this someone i'd really like to but could not, would not have.  i have my reasons  ->  quite a list.  the thing is, my heart has desires of its own and fortune seems to have plans for us both.  what a combination to go up against.  i've been holding up though.  i dunno for how long.

things started out quite well actually.  so smooth.  so light.  so enjoyable.  and then somewhere along the way, i started thinking about other people.  then suddenly everything seemed so complicated.

i dunno.  some actions are irrevocable; certain damage irreparable.  at this point i am not totally convinced it is worth the risk.

i normally don't settle.  but this time i'm settling on a compromise.  something out there but not quite.  i hope it tides me over till my heart, and fortune, tires out.

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